i decided since i still read livejournal now and then, why not make a post

i seriously feel like im fucking wasting my summer, normally id just stop being a bitch and go do something, but everytime i try people bitch out or just dont want to hang out with me and its seriously taking its toll on me

in the last 3 days i've buried a friend, crashed a car, and broken up with the girl i loved and still love.

how the fuck is your summer?

after much talking and me working my legendary charm, i have woo-ed jackie back to me. what can i say, im irresistable

i dont really want to put any cliche broken heart shit on here because id rather be really self involved and think my problems are more unique than anyone elses. i will say this though, it hurts, oh yes it fucking does. i dont know what ive done, what im doing, or what im going to do and that scares the shit out of me, but not as much as losing her ( Read more... )

i know, cheezy song, but it really fits the day, even week. that song is really true. today was the funeral, sad fucking day. there were so many people there, i hope i get half as many people when i go. at the funeral we mourned, at the party we celebrated. i dont think david would want us all sulking, he'd prefer a toast with cheap beer, and toast ( Read more... )

spent the night hanging out driving around with cory bell and andrea, hit up some putt-putt, swayzes, parties, and as always some waffle house. pretty decent night i must say, lets see if i can improve tomorrow.(not likely)

monster squad at swayzes april 12th, looks like i got some plans that night

valentines day was cool, less depressing than the last few years, due to my beautiful girlfriend.

jackie is grounded, so thats kinda shitty, especially with a 4 day weekend coming up. if anyone wants to do shit this weekend, hangout, party, etc.. im up for anything.

i need to go to band practice soon, i need to bring the metal

i havent updated much lately, mainly because i find myspace to be much more interesting, so thats my new online obsession. tomorrow kevin is coming over to rock the basement with corey and i, and then friday im going to cory bell's to play, to solidify my place as bassist for his new band. and as far as i know jackie and i are doing splendidly, so ( Read more... )

im really fucking sick, and that is some shit. school is long enough without me being sick to make it longer and more difficult to bare. all being back to school has done for me is make me hate the sound go almost everyones voices.

ok, several people have told me about the movie When A Stranger Calls and they all think the movie industry is stealing it from the chain mail bullshit stuff everyone sends around, when in fact the chainmail stole the story. When A Stranger Calls was a 1979 movie about, well, you guys know the story. there was also a sequel made in the 90s called ( Read more... )