I hit a huge wall in my life.

Oct 30, 2008 13:56

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pandakell October 30 2008, 21:53:55 UTC
aah the crazies.
It's actually funny because although my breakdown occured on Wednesday...it was the same. I am wondering if there is something in the air. It could be a Universal unstableness coming from this election. It's a doosy. I know I'm trying to be funny, but I honestly do feel a very weird vibe lately and I know it's not all just me. I have been experiencing the same things basically. I work and work and work and for what? I have nothing?? I have Hermy...it takes about 15 bucks a month to feed her...so that is all I'm worried about. As long as I'm around, she's happy. I'm never there however because of school and my two jobs and my passion business. So I've got to quit something and school's the only thing that's going to get me anywhere, so it has to be a job. I don't doubt you are overly stressed out Kate...we all get like that. Keep up on your vitamins...fish oil and maybe St John's Wart also...they help with mood. Try smiling even when you don't want to at school and stuff...you'll realize how many more people talk to you. I have been trying to take a walk everyday even if I don't have the energy to run...it's been helping. We're all in the same boat...not to minimize your feelings, but you're not alone my sistergirl. I love you! I will see you soon...you'll see. We will hang out with Kate and Marissaface...btw I think we should invite them on our backpacking trip this summer (how fun would that be!?!??!).

SMILE!!!!!!!!!! :)
There's so much love coming to you...

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sophistikatie October 30 2008, 22:22:17 UTC
Thanks for the advice sistergirl. If I could afford it I'd go buy that stuff right now. Anything to help.

It's just weird because my classes aren't overly hard this semester...I just really need a change. You know how I like to move all the time? It's kinda like that. I have to change up my life and I haven't in four years. That's a long time for me.

Also, I really want a puppy. I won't get one cause I can't afford it but I feel like it would make me so happy. lol.

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pandakell October 30 2008, 22:27:19 UTC
omg....i will so totally get you a puppy for your graduation present!!! What puppy?? One from the pound!?! OMG I have the best idea...tell me what type of puppy you want (small dog, long hair, scruffy???). SWEET! I'll get you either a puppy from the pound with tons of accessories to go with it (food and clothes and doggy bed) or a purebred something...cause they cost a lot more. I'm really serious and so excited right now. I got a puppy the summer after I graduated cause I had the time (we'll just have to wait til after our backpacking trip).

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sophistikatie October 30 2008, 23:11:45 UTC
lol!! you're crazy. and the best.

that's the problem though, i have no idea what kind i want.

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