Thanks guys
for your comments. They really made me feel better. I guess I do just have to wait and see. I think he just takes me for granted. Our two year anniversary is coming up in a couple weeks so we'll see. He knows that I was upset last year that we didn't really do anything so I guess we'll see if he manages to put a little effort into it this time around. I've realized that I'm a very needy person even though I try like hell not to be. I need to be told that I'm pretty (especially when I try to look good). And I need to be needed. That is basically my main problem. I feel like if we broke up, nothing would change for him but my life would be completely altered. It's not as bad as last year when him and his friends were the only people I knew. I mean, I think I would be okay now. But that doesn't mean I want it to happen. I'm just sick of trying to change him. He obviously doesn't care about me enough. Well, we'll see.
I love you guys to death!! :-)
<3
I love you guys to death!! :-)
<3