I know I'm drunk right now
and my feelings are probably irrational. OK. I'm REALLY drunk. It just took me about 3 minutes to write that first sentence. But...
I feel like Nick doesn't love me anymore. And I may not love him. I mean, I do. But he has paid almost zero attention to me lately. He doesn't care that we barely spend time with each other anymore. We haven't been intimate in over a week and a half.
I feel like he is falling for someone else.
Or maybe just losing complete interest in me. It now seems awkward when we hang out alone cause it's rare. I feel fat, ugly and unworthy of his time. And I don't think I make this up. I know when people are feeling things. I have sensed things like this before and I was so right.
He is too selfish and it frustrates me. He always thinks he is better than everyone else. I used to think I could deal with it but it really is aggravating me lately.
I don't know what to do.
He ignores the fact that I am upset and that is the worst part. HE SHOULD CARE. Right???
I guess I'll go to bed. I need someone to make me feel better. My MMMMMMMM button isn't working right and it makes me want to scream!!!
I feel like Nick doesn't love me anymore. And I may not love him. I mean, I do. But he has paid almost zero attention to me lately. He doesn't care that we barely spend time with each other anymore. We haven't been intimate in over a week and a half.
I feel like he is falling for someone else.
Or maybe just losing complete interest in me. It now seems awkward when we hang out alone cause it's rare. I feel fat, ugly and unworthy of his time. And I don't think I make this up. I know when people are feeling things. I have sensed things like this before and I was so right.
He is too selfish and it frustrates me. He always thinks he is better than everyone else. I used to think I could deal with it but it really is aggravating me lately.
I don't know what to do.
He ignores the fact that I am upset and that is the worst part. HE SHOULD CARE. Right???
I guess I'll go to bed. I need someone to make me feel better. My MMMMMMMM button isn't working right and it makes me want to scream!!!