The Night That Changed Everything 3
These are just sort of filler chapters. I promise that there are a few suprises coming up in the next chapter. Just hold tight im still trying to get the hang of writing haha
That night changed everything.
No one had noticed how far she was going off the rails.
Her parents unwilling to believe what they could clearly see; blaming it on teenage rebellion.
Rosie blinded to see or believe anything was wrong. Thinking she was just trying to get attention.
And Sian, believing she had seen her at her worst; clearly blinded to the reality.
All unwilling to believe but so clearly they saw.
She was hurting those around her to easy her own suffering. She knew if was wrong but she couldn’t stop it even if she tried: it was like a reflex. Every time her armour was hit, it would bounce back and hit the nearest person. Which was more times than needed Sian. She loved Sian with all she had and then some but couldn’t stop from taking her frustrations out on her. She was dragging her down; she could see it. Every time she looked into her gorgeous girlfriends eyes all she could see was hurt and love. The two conflicting emotions that she knew she was causing due to her behaviour
So here she was sitting under her and Sian’s tree in the park with empty bottles of cider around her. Their initials engraved upon the base to symbolise their commitment to one another. It was also here that they promised to be there for each other. She hadn’t been able to find Sian when she had ran out but what did she expect. Everyone was running from her. Away from the fire that she was keeping fuelled. Trying to figure out where it all went wrong for her and how she had gotten here. The only explanation? No one care what happened to her or what she thought … no one cared, they never did.
“Are you punishing me God? Is this your way at getting back at me for ‘abandoning’ you? Aint my fault I fell in love with her. So take your petty wrath out on someone else like murders not a teenager in love” She knew he wouldn’t answer her not now. She didn’t even believe anymore. What she wouldn’t give to have her family back to normal, even have herself back to how she was.
“I’m lost… I just wanna go home… I just want to come home” she was sobbing now. She was lost but no one was trying to find her: they hadn’t even realised she was gone.
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Sian’s POV
Urgh why does she keep pushing me away. She’s the one I love yet I can’t do anything to ease her suffering. Why didn’t Sally do anything when I told her Soph had been skipping college? I knew she would end up doing something stupid and now she’s probably sitting somewhere drinking herself stupid. Maybe I should think about getting my own place, mum did offer to buy me a flat in Weatherfield. Would be nice to have some independence and Kevin’s trying to sell the house so ill be out of there soon. But would I want Sophie to come and live with me while her family are going through so much? It wouldn’t be right for her to just leave them when they need her. Hmm I think ill stay put for the time being but still get mum to buy the flat for when we do get kick out of the house.
What was that….? Am I hearing things in this park or was that Sophie I just heard. Who is she…. Is she shouting at god?
The things I do for this girl… running through the park like a loony trying to find her... especially as it’s dark. Wait when did it get so dark? Shit its 8 no wonder it’s so cold.
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And there she was a broken angel slouched behind their tree; crying her heart out. The sight made Sian’s heart swell. Why would a good person be punished for something she didn’t do? No one deserves to have to suffer for someone else’s decisions.
“Babe... what are you doing here at this time?” Her eyes are blood shot: her cheeks red raw from crying. She knew she needed to be strong for Sophie but what could she say or actually do to take the pain away.
“Si-ian? You shouldn’t be here. This is my destruction im not dragging you down with me” Despite the slurring of words and jumbled thoughts Sophie knew it was time to face the facts. What her mother had said earlier might actually be right. Sian was just her first love maybe she didn’t feel the same now.
“Soph just speak to me please. Has something happened after I left today?”
“Yeah... yeah it did. The house has been sold and we are moving in with Jeff. Do you love me?” She wasn’t making sense she knew that but she couldn’t prevent what was spilling from her mouth.
“Of course I love you Sophie. Why would you even ask me that? Hasn’t the past nearly year showed you that you are the one that I love… no one else not ever. Come on lets get you home and we can figure this out in the morning."
A Good Samaritan and a broken angel. They had each other but for hold long. Neither could answer that. She had closed herself off from the world without even noticing and it was going to catch up with her.
That night changed everything.
No one had noticed how far she was going off the rails.
Her parents unwilling to believe what they could clearly see; blaming it on teenage rebellion.
Rosie blinded to see or believe anything was wrong. Thinking she was just trying to get attention.
And Sian, believing she had seen her at her worst; clearly blinded to the reality.
All unwilling to believe but so clearly they saw.
She was hurting those around her to easy her own suffering. She knew if was wrong but she couldn’t stop it even if she tried: it was like a reflex. Every time her armour was hit, it would bounce back and hit the nearest person. Which was more times than needed Sian. She loved Sian with all she had and then some but couldn’t stop from taking her frustrations out on her. She was dragging her down; she could see it. Every time she looked into her gorgeous girlfriends eyes all she could see was hurt and love. The two conflicting emotions that she knew she was causing due to her behaviour
So here she was sitting under her and Sian’s tree in the park with empty bottles of cider around her. Their initials engraved upon the base to symbolise their commitment to one another. It was also here that they promised to be there for each other. She hadn’t been able to find Sian when she had ran out but what did she expect. Everyone was running from her. Away from the fire that she was keeping fuelled. Trying to figure out where it all went wrong for her and how she had gotten here. The only explanation? No one care what happened to her or what she thought … no one cared, they never did.
“Are you punishing me God? Is this your way at getting back at me for ‘abandoning’ you? Aint my fault I fell in love with her. So take your petty wrath out on someone else like murders not a teenager in love” She knew he wouldn’t answer her not now. She didn’t even believe anymore. What she wouldn’t give to have her family back to normal, even have herself back to how she was.
“I’m lost… I just wanna go home… I just want to come home” she was sobbing now. She was lost but no one was trying to find her: they hadn’t even realised she was gone.
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Sian’s POV
Urgh why does she keep pushing me away. She’s the one I love yet I can’t do anything to ease her suffering. Why didn’t Sally do anything when I told her Soph had been skipping college? I knew she would end up doing something stupid and now she’s probably sitting somewhere drinking herself stupid. Maybe I should think about getting my own place, mum did offer to buy me a flat in Weatherfield. Would be nice to have some independence and Kevin’s trying to sell the house so ill be out of there soon. But would I want Sophie to come and live with me while her family are going through so much? It wouldn’t be right for her to just leave them when they need her. Hmm I think ill stay put for the time being but still get mum to buy the flat for when we do get kick out of the house.
What was that….? Am I hearing things in this park or was that Sophie I just heard. Who is she…. Is she shouting at god?
The things I do for this girl… running through the park like a loony trying to find her... especially as it’s dark. Wait when did it get so dark? Shit its 8 no wonder it’s so cold.
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And there she was a broken angel slouched behind their tree; crying her heart out. The sight made Sian’s heart swell. Why would a good person be punished for something she didn’t do? No one deserves to have to suffer for someone else’s decisions.
“Babe... what are you doing here at this time?” Her eyes are blood shot: her cheeks red raw from crying. She knew she needed to be strong for Sophie but what could she say or actually do to take the pain away.
“Si-ian? You shouldn’t be here. This is my destruction im not dragging you down with me” Despite the slurring of words and jumbled thoughts Sophie knew it was time to face the facts. What her mother had said earlier might actually be right. Sian was just her first love maybe she didn’t feel the same now.
“Soph just speak to me please. Has something happened after I left today?”
“Yeah... yeah it did. The house has been sold and we are moving in with Jeff. Do you love me?” She wasn’t making sense she knew that but she couldn’t prevent what was spilling from her mouth.
“Of course I love you Sophie. Why would you even ask me that? Hasn’t the past nearly year showed you that you are the one that I love… no one else not ever. Come on lets get you home and we can figure this out in the morning."
A Good Samaritan and a broken angel. They had each other but for hold long. Neither could answer that. She had closed herself off from the world without even noticing and it was going to catch up with her.