why can't people not be afraid to just tell the TRUTH
My life is a complete mess and I just keep getting fed bullshit after bullshit and I just keep eating it. I am going back to work at Bank of America so that I get better money in my unemployment. How fucking sad is that. I need a drastic change. I need cards. All of them. Out on the table. My head is my own worst enemy and I think I need to see someone else for help because nothing is getting fixed. Right now, officially.... I HATE my fucking life. I HATE it I HATE it and I HATE everything in it. I'm a miserable fuck because apparently, everyone would rather have me that way. That's why there are lies surrounding me everywhere. I give the fuck up. Enjoy it while you can, right? Whatever. I'd rather be dead then to deal with this.
*God* this is not what I imagined you'd give me when I begged for it. I thought it would be better than this.
*God* this is not what I imagined you'd give me when I begged for it. I thought it would be better than this.