Jun 30, 2006 23:19
so i like tony again?!?!?!
i know, what happened to john.
he's out of mind for the summer.
been skipping over page 104 in the yearbook because of that.
hmm.
i do like tony.
but the thing is.
even if i had any kind of chance with him and stuff
i wouldn't want to go out with him or anything like that
because he is one of a kind and i know i want to be friends forever, or at least a very very long time.
i know that doesnt happen when you go out with & break up with someone, most of the time.
i do not want to take chances like that.
he is too awesome of a friend to ever lose!
i give up
(but not really)
oh but abby has to spend the night at the hospital because she wasn't eating or drinking much, sleeping way too much, throwing up a lot even though chemo was on monday, and stuff like that. plus she lost 10% of her weight since march, i guess. i think thats kinda a lot when you start out at like only 50 pounds? she's going to be okay though, probably coming home tomorrow
i don't know
stuff is actually pretty fine all in all
it's cool
i went to cornell for the career explorations thing
would take forever to write about it all
i had a wonderful conversation with julia about EVERYTHING, seriously everything
the important things in life
it was a late night sleepover kind of talk
we kept sam awake the whole time, lol
well yeah thats all.
i'm okay.
are you?