Big Brother 6
DAMN. This was longer than I thought. I ended up cutting the whole thing. So you only have to read if you are interested in the show! If you wanna know the order. ahhaaha. I dunno.
I am so into this show. I am not sure why. I really have liked all the big brothers. I think because even though its reality its kinda not. I mean they are put in this house and they can not leave and can not watch TV and can not contact the outside world really. I think this is my favorite part. Watching how people react being taken away from their lives and being stuck with people they do not know at all. Some of the people on this show are really bitches. And in the past they really went for more "plain" lookin people. This time they went for more of the "beautiful" type of people. I think this is great. What a change.
First of all plain people think and worry about different things. They dont "act" so much either. I adore HOWIE. I adore his JEDI training and what not. But generally plain people dont act as much. Well if you have watched the past big brothers you will know what I mean there is more acting this time around. ahaha. I love it. I think that is why this is my favorite one so far.
Janelle just totally rawks. She is super pretty and super smart. I love that about her. I also even like James and Sarah. I think that James can be such a dick to her at times. But I really think thats an act. In those quiet "real" moments you can see how much James really adores Sara. Hmm. For some reason I don't care to check how to fo sure spell their names. I usually do but nah. I am just writing now.
I don't generally like Iyvette. I think in real life I would really like her. But she is too dependant on "Kappy." She talks about him all the time and I trully think America fell in love with Eric. But mea. I did NOT. I have a feeling he is going to get voted back and I hate that. He totallly had this cult in the beginning and the show became totally great when the almighty Kaysar broke it up. He was doin' so good. He just really showed his cards too early and to way too many people. Hmm.
Ok so I am not sure whom I want to win. I usually pick someone and follow them through. I just can not find it in me anywhere to like Maggie or Eric. I wish someone would VOTE them off but then it might get boring. Hmm. James is a "backstabber" but ONLY when its his ASS on the line -- > Yo. I mean, no matter what anyone says. I trully; do not blame him. I think that he does things like most people would. He makes alliances and then breaks them when he knows that say that alliance is NOT gonna make it anymore.
I find it trully amazing though how SOME people on this show go off and say things like "Im not gonna LIE. I need to be ethical on this show." Yo. Its reality TV. Its a GAME. Built on lyingggg. So if you do not lie at some point you will probably go home first. Usually the ones whom are like "you will rot in hell for lying and doing what you did on here." They just amaze me. I mean do you think God would put someone in hell cause they lied on big brother. I think the problem is that too many people think if you lie on big brother you must be some pathetic maggot that LIES in real life. But seeing James and Sara's family. I trully see that they are probably pretty good people in real life. Hmm. Sometimes people take things wayyy too far.
There are super sluts on Live Journal whom do the same thing in my opinion. ahaha. LiveJournal is like a messed up reality TV show. And there are some girls on here who totally boo hoo about how UGLY they are and then go on MYSPACE for gods sake. Hmm. Im gettin off subject and correct me if Im wrong. But dont most people go on myspace so they can be looked at by lots of people and even be ratedddd? Ugh. Who wants to be rated by creep old men on myspace. Frankly I know who I am and what I look like and really if people are trully honest with themselves it does not matter what anyone else says! Now there are some myspace kids whom do it to make friends. Those EMO kids I do respect. I see them and KNOW they are not just whoring picturs of themselves on the WEB. Buttt I think that the whole idea of myspace is weird. I Mean if you want to be judged by others either you are like a Pageant Queen (those type of girls like being rated) or you are just one of those girls who SAY they are insecure but trully whom are not.
ha ha. Like those lame o sluts whom are like walking around with nothing on and then sayinggg I let my boyfriend in my room and we were laying in bed naked and he raped me? Man I am old or is this just crazyyy shit ? I am going off now and offending the world like usual. ha ha. I do not care though. I care about my friends. If I offend my friends I am sorry. I am having a day to go off on others for some reason. Anywho so I was reading this dudes LJ and he was like OMG I was on myspace and saw this hot girl. I am like dudeee. I generally STAY away from myspace and will not even read that shit caues its filling your mind with useless crap. Like that Jefree Fuckin Star bullshit. Duddee when I read about him on an LJ one day. I was like myspace is full of some weird people. Hmm. I am going to save this myspace rant for later cause I am just mumbbling away. So Yeah generally if you go to myspace you wanna be rated or meet new friends. I am trully saying this right now and unless I know ya for real I really dont think I would like to meet any super weirdos off myspace. Thats just me though. I know its the newest crazeee with the kiddies but I am waywayway passed that. Hmm. I was trying to think about when I was younger like six years ago what would have been the myspace of MY geneartion. Really I cant think of anything. I used to like AOL chat rooms. But honestly the people in chat rooms are strange. Truthfully I really adore Livejournal as longgg as you do not get involved in the hype. There is lots of livejournal hype but then again there are like a million people on here who write about REAL things that have great journals and I adore reading them. I have meet some great friends on here. My space is just a picture place there. I know you can write there too but its lame-o shit like "ok. I need sex." DUrr. Go to the bar. It's not hard to find sex. If you mean "I need to meet the man of my dreams." Man. I stole him. ahaha. Matthew is the most Amazing guy on the planet. I love us though. I think he really showed me the true meaning of love. Believe me when you feel it. You wiil know. The end. THIs is too long! Im gonna cut so no one has to boree with this that I really wrote for meee.
Now to the end of my big brother rant right now. I believe the strongest people on big brother are the ones that never get any play and any coverage. The ones the "LEADERS" keep around until they are done with them. The quiet silent type. I.E.; Jennifer and maybe some others like April. Okay if these people would ban together and be very quiet and neva ever let on and in the end just kick those Leaders outttt. Damn. They would totally win. Caues hardly ever do they get put up. People on big brother generally go after the loud obnioxous people.
Ha. Ha. Those people at parties whomm neva shut up. The ones you are like "Damnn I bet they go home and die cause their personalities are so fake." Ha. I am so judgemental today. I love it reallly. It's my journal ya knowww. I love it when I read journals and people are like I dont wanna be a judgemental whore like that other girl. Or I better look at my life before I look at yours. I am like Bitch *slap slap* You are reading my journal ? Hmm. If you do not like it. Then probably just stop readinggg it. Ha ha. Impossible. So yeah I am being judgemental right now and all my REAL stuff is friends cutted. My FRIENDS know ME. But yeah this is what I am doin' I have an obsession with pushin buttons.
Really I just wanted to rant about Big brother Six. Woo Yeah. Then I went off. But trully I am a writer I like to write. I love it. And this stuff I push out in my sleep. It's not real thoughts or the real ME. I thinkkkk its funny how people are like reading entries and then like saying oh i dont want people to think I am judgemental. I meannn really once you grow up a little bit you realize that you can not possible know me from a journal entry. Those REAL ones that I cut and those ones that I pour my heart out in. Those are like little puzzles. Yay. If you wanna know me. Do. If you dont. Dont. Nah. It does not make a difference. Its just that life is full of choices. You make this one or that one. But really the important ones. Like. I am gonna love Matthew foreva. Those are private ones. ha ha. I sound like a drunk slut right now.
Okay. Anyway. I am done bein' Fake.
*hugs* I am gonna go and cuddle with my lover <3
I am so into this show. I am not sure why. I really have liked all the big brothers. I think because even though its reality its kinda not. I mean they are put in this house and they can not leave and can not watch TV and can not contact the outside world really. I think this is my favorite part. Watching how people react being taken away from their lives and being stuck with people they do not know at all. Some of the people on this show are really bitches. And in the past they really went for more "plain" lookin people. This time they went for more of the "beautiful" type of people. I think this is great. What a change.
First of all plain people think and worry about different things. They dont "act" so much either. I adore HOWIE. I adore his JEDI training and what not. But generally plain people dont act as much. Well if you have watched the past big brothers you will know what I mean there is more acting this time around. ahaha. I love it. I think that is why this is my favorite one so far.
Janelle just totally rawks. She is super pretty and super smart. I love that about her. I also even like James and Sarah. I think that James can be such a dick to her at times. But I really think thats an act. In those quiet "real" moments you can see how much James really adores Sara. Hmm. For some reason I don't care to check how to fo sure spell their names. I usually do but nah. I am just writing now.
I don't generally like Iyvette. I think in real life I would really like her. But she is too dependant on "Kappy." She talks about him all the time and I trully think America fell in love with Eric. But mea. I did NOT. I have a feeling he is going to get voted back and I hate that. He totallly had this cult in the beginning and the show became totally great when the almighty Kaysar broke it up. He was doin' so good. He just really showed his cards too early and to way too many people. Hmm.
Ok so I am not sure whom I want to win. I usually pick someone and follow them through. I just can not find it in me anywhere to like Maggie or Eric. I wish someone would VOTE them off but then it might get boring. Hmm. James is a "backstabber" but ONLY when its his ASS on the line -- > Yo. I mean, no matter what anyone says. I trully; do not blame him. I think that he does things like most people would. He makes alliances and then breaks them when he knows that say that alliance is NOT gonna make it anymore.
I find it trully amazing though how SOME people on this show go off and say things like "Im not gonna LIE. I need to be ethical on this show." Yo. Its reality TV. Its a GAME. Built on lyingggg. So if you do not lie at some point you will probably go home first. Usually the ones whom are like "you will rot in hell for lying and doing what you did on here." They just amaze me. I mean do you think God would put someone in hell cause they lied on big brother. I think the problem is that too many people think if you lie on big brother you must be some pathetic maggot that LIES in real life. But seeing James and Sara's family. I trully see that they are probably pretty good people in real life. Hmm. Sometimes people take things wayyy too far.
There are super sluts on Live Journal whom do the same thing in my opinion. ahaha. LiveJournal is like a messed up reality TV show. And there are some girls on here who totally boo hoo about how UGLY they are and then go on MYSPACE for gods sake. Hmm. Im gettin off subject and correct me if Im wrong. But dont most people go on myspace so they can be looked at by lots of people and even be ratedddd? Ugh. Who wants to be rated by creep old men on myspace. Frankly I know who I am and what I look like and really if people are trully honest with themselves it does not matter what anyone else says! Now there are some myspace kids whom do it to make friends. Those EMO kids I do respect. I see them and KNOW they are not just whoring picturs of themselves on the WEB. Buttt I think that the whole idea of myspace is weird. I Mean if you want to be judged by others either you are like a Pageant Queen (those type of girls like being rated) or you are just one of those girls who SAY they are insecure but trully whom are not.
ha ha. Like those lame o sluts whom are like walking around with nothing on and then sayinggg I let my boyfriend in my room and we were laying in bed naked and he raped me? Man I am old or is this just crazyyy shit ? I am going off now and offending the world like usual. ha ha. I do not care though. I care about my friends. If I offend my friends I am sorry. I am having a day to go off on others for some reason. Anywho so I was reading this dudes LJ and he was like OMG I was on myspace and saw this hot girl. I am like dudeee. I generally STAY away from myspace and will not even read that shit caues its filling your mind with useless crap. Like that Jefree Fuckin Star bullshit. Duddee when I read about him on an LJ one day. I was like myspace is full of some weird people. Hmm. I am going to save this myspace rant for later cause I am just mumbbling away. So Yeah generally if you go to myspace you wanna be rated or meet new friends. I am trully saying this right now and unless I know ya for real I really dont think I would like to meet any super weirdos off myspace. Thats just me though. I know its the newest crazeee with the kiddies but I am waywayway passed that. Hmm. I was trying to think about when I was younger like six years ago what would have been the myspace of MY geneartion. Really I cant think of anything. I used to like AOL chat rooms. But honestly the people in chat rooms are strange. Truthfully I really adore Livejournal as longgg as you do not get involved in the hype. There is lots of livejournal hype but then again there are like a million people on here who write about REAL things that have great journals and I adore reading them. I have meet some great friends on here. My space is just a picture place there. I know you can write there too but its lame-o shit like "ok. I need sex." DUrr. Go to the bar. It's not hard to find sex. If you mean "I need to meet the man of my dreams." Man. I stole him. ahaha. Matthew is the most Amazing guy on the planet. I love us though. I think he really showed me the true meaning of love. Believe me when you feel it. You wiil know. The end. THIs is too long! Im gonna cut so no one has to boree with this that I really wrote for meee.
Now to the end of my big brother rant right now. I believe the strongest people on big brother are the ones that never get any play and any coverage. The ones the "LEADERS" keep around until they are done with them. The quiet silent type. I.E.; Jennifer and maybe some others like April. Okay if these people would ban together and be very quiet and neva ever let on and in the end just kick those Leaders outttt. Damn. They would totally win. Caues hardly ever do they get put up. People on big brother generally go after the loud obnioxous people.
Ha. Ha. Those people at parties whomm neva shut up. The ones you are like "Damnn I bet they go home and die cause their personalities are so fake." Ha. I am so judgemental today. I love it reallly. It's my journal ya knowww. I love it when I read journals and people are like I dont wanna be a judgemental whore like that other girl. Or I better look at my life before I look at yours. I am like Bitch *slap slap* You are reading my journal ? Hmm. If you do not like it. Then probably just stop readinggg it. Ha ha. Impossible. So yeah I am being judgemental right now and all my REAL stuff is friends cutted. My FRIENDS know ME. But yeah this is what I am doin' I have an obsession with pushin buttons.
Really I just wanted to rant about Big brother Six. Woo Yeah. Then I went off. But trully I am a writer I like to write. I love it. And this stuff I push out in my sleep. It's not real thoughts or the real ME. I thinkkkk its funny how people are like reading entries and then like saying oh i dont want people to think I am judgemental. I meannn really once you grow up a little bit you realize that you can not possible know me from a journal entry. Those REAL ones that I cut and those ones that I pour my heart out in. Those are like little puzzles. Yay. If you wanna know me. Do. If you dont. Dont. Nah. It does not make a difference. Its just that life is full of choices. You make this one or that one. But really the important ones. Like. I am gonna love Matthew foreva. Those are private ones. ha ha. I sound like a drunk slut right now.
Okay. Anyway. I am done bein' Fake.
*hugs* I am gonna go and cuddle with my lover <3