New Update
My life has gone from far from perfect...to almost perfect...to back to far from perfect in less that a week. I'm just wondering why the hell I let myself open up to him. I don't know why. Yes, I am going out with Eric Valentin. YES, I do love him a lot. A LOT. And yes, he is moving. AND YES, I am not happy about this. Last night I couldn't sleep. I was thinking about him...a little too much maybe. I'm staying home from school today, not because of this but because I have too much work to catch up on already...and it's all because of him. I love him so much that I never want to get off the phone with him and do my homework...I never want him to leave my house in the afternoons after he walks me home. I don't want him to leave me forever. Never. Ever. I don't think I can do this anymore. Something good happens...2 good things happen. I FINALLY am going out with this kidd that I've been in love with for like...a year? And like...my aunt from California gets to move here, she's going to be here on Sunday...those are the 2 best things that could have possibly happened and they all happened in less than a week...and then I have to lose one of them. Like as fast as it happened...it's got to go away. Friday will be a week for him and I...and it may just be our last Friday together for a long time.