UPDATESS!!!
Wow, I finally got that funny feeling inside that I was looking for. I knew it was there...I just had to figure out what would trigger it.
Well, yesterday, Eric came over...it was pretty sweet. I have to tell you guys something!! But you have to be SHH!!! about it...mmkay? Alright, well, we were talking and what not...and he was sitting at my computer desk and like...he looked at me, and was mouthing something to me...I couldn't make out what he was saying...but I got the word 'you' in there. So I was like, "Me?" and he was like, "Yeah, you." I was like, "What about me?" and he kept mouthing it. I finally got it, what he was saying, like 5 minutes later. Well, it turns out that he was saying that he thought that he liked me...and I was happy. Duh. Anyways...so what made me really happy was before. We were on the phone...and yesterday, after he said that...or mouthed it really, things seemed to change. I was more outgoing and things were closer...anyways, so like, before we were on the phone and he was like, "I saw the way that you were looking at me yesterday..." and I was like, "Yeah? What did I look like? What was my facial expression?" He was like, "It was just...unbelievable." I was like, "Ew. I'm ugly." and he was like, "Don't say that. You're so beautiful. I love your face." I was like, "Aweeee, thanks." and then he was like, "Well, yeah, I saw the way that you were looking at me..." I was like, "My eyes, huh? They're pretty right?" and he was like, "Yeah, I have some sort of thing with your eyes." I was like, "So, how did I look at you yesterday?" and he was like, "Like you really wanted me...like you really wanted to be with me...like you wanted to kiss me and love me...it made me really happy. I love your eyes. I love the way you look at me."
That's all for tonight! I'm tired...cell mee!!!