Feb 05, 2008 15:47
No I'm not colorblind, I know the world is black and white. Try to keep an open mind, but I just cant sleep on this tonight. Stop this train. I wanna get off, and go home again. I cant take the speed its moving in, I know I can. But honestly, wont someone stop this train? Once in a while, when its good, it'll feel like it should. And they're all still around, and you're still safe and sound, and you dont miss a thing, till you cry when you're driving away in the dark. Singing, stop this train. I wanna get off and go home again. I cant take the speed its moving in, I know I can. Cause now I see I'll never stop this train.
- Stop This Train, John Mayer
I dont understand where my life is right now. I am sick of being surrounded by (for the most part) superficial people. Ok wait, thats not right. I just miss being surrounded by people who genuinly care, and dont make me feel like shit. My living situation is like a nerdy chick accidentally getting stuck sitting with the popular girls. They arent directly mean to her, but the attitude given, and the excluding from conversations seems to fit. What did I do that made you so hostile towards me all of a sudden? I know my schedule is different then everyones, but still, it doesnt mean you just throw me to the curb.
Ok so honestly, I wrote the little writing part before writing the lyrics, and during the time of writing the lyrics, I got in a better mood, so I cant continue with what I was writing before. Thats another thing I hate, this very quick changing up and down moods. Lame. Oh damn. I actually have to go to photo now. I'll write later.