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quote of the day - 'i've taken more e's than carol vorderman...'
work was fun today. super fun.
it would suck if alex and calum didn't work there.
alex, you're the most fun person i've ever worked with!
a girl after my own heart for sure.
calum and i went for fish and chips at dinner. and swore at old ladies.
yes i am that tattooed girl in a hoodie that swears at you in the street.
today was soooooo good. lots of good news and good things. plans made and plots hatched.
apart from those visa first people calling me 3 times.
i eventually spoke to them at 6pm while i was in a multi storey carpark with really bad reception.
i told them i'm going to get the visa when i get paid so to call me back on wednesday.
they must be desperate for people to get visas with them or something.
that burning rage within me seems to have died down somewhat.
i'm still an angry little girl, i don't know if it's the drugs or me thought but i seem a lot more positive and motivated than i have been in a long time. possible ever.
i'm looking forward, making plans, being positive.
it's good.
i finally understand what my girl meant when she told me that she wished she could give me the same things that make her happy, the same inspiration that she finds in day to day things that make her want to be a better person and a happy person , but that's a journey you have to find your own way to take.
it's true. i could not've ask for a more supportive friend over the past few years. she's been there for me everytime i've needed her but she's always let me find my own way. and it's finally paying off. i love her.
i'm sorting my head out. sorting my heart out. sorting my life out.
i've figured out what i want and i'm fucking going after it and nothing is going to get in the way.
i wasn't going to update today but i was in such a good mood i just had to put all that down somewhere.
stay gold.