c u l8r, boi

Dec 26, 2003 21:47

nahhh

merry day after to everyone. yeah so i got the greatest gift this year, peace and understanding of how truly valuable my family is to me. seriously. talking to kristin.. she said none of her relatives even knew she was in school, or they all thought she was out of school. no one knew anything about her life. all of my family lives withing 20 miles pretty much. her family lives either in texas, oklahoma, kansas, all over.. oh except her dad's side.. in austria. yeah cute. i guess a lot of things have made me realize how lucky i am for a lot of things. happiness is understanding what you have and not trashing what you dont, want, or think is going wrong. complacency may be a bad trait, but to be absent of the quality to find the good in things is far worse. ive unfortunately been guilty of that a lot.

lets see. a lot of people are pissed off at me, though i dont care a whole lot.

right now, lick it good, suck this pussy just like you should. a bitch like me moans and screams. this song reminds me of erin, though not for any reason other than some funny singing.

my grandfather landed in the hospital again the day before christmas eve. what a shitty holiday tradition this is. hes not allowed to get sick next holiday my family has decided. it has also been uncovered my uncle has neglected to pay tax on his house. for about 12 years. slick. of course he shows up telling a sob story that the government has sent him some nasty letters. well.. yeah. then he talks to my aunts semirecently married husband, a lawyer, asking him how he can get out of it. "...pay them?" i swear there arent some magic words. oh by the way he let us all know its the government's fault.

i havent talked to anyone since christmas other than kristin and lee, i hope everyones went okay. well i guess justin told me to eat dick, so i guess hes probably alright too, but that was all our conversation got into. man whataburger rules.

i obtained ffx-2 for christmas, and purchased myself space channel 5 part 2. ohhhhh thats some good stuff all the way around. this crazy ayumi hamasaki song reminds me of the opening track thats in that game. i was wondering why it was so familiar and oh duh, its on every commercial for the game too.

slash you and i should compare favorites someday, i forget to tell you that everytime youre awake.

i was 3000% sure i was going to have a browser crash and i did not. ahahahah erin is singing uhh.. is this madonna? ive never heard this song.. 'crappy.mp3'

waiting for tonight... ohh~~, when you would be here in my arms --- what song is that..?

yeah my mind is all over. missing some people, happy to be off. happy to be home, missing my other home. listening to dolly parton.

oh and ichat has made me choke today, literally.

its an aim variant for mac users, if anyone doesnt know. well i replaced some people's icons with pictures of them, like little portraits. kristin messaged me like as soon as i woke up, and her face popped up and im like 'oh shit im not wearing pants yet-- oh.. wait..' chatting on irc or aim, that has never shocked me before. even during one of those times im extremely excited to talk to someone and they come on, its sometimes like an 'oh hah if only they knew i wasnt wearing pants' well later in the afternoon i signed on and rachel was on. she hasnt been on since i changed her icon, and i had just sat on the edge of my bed and opened up the computer. ichat reconnected on its own and i let out an audible gasp and choked and shivered as i saw her face online. not like out of shock or horror but excitement. i remember a long time ago, when i first met her, id see samantha in the halls and id feel sick or even literally not be able to breathe. a cautious nature leads to a nervous appearance. kind of a mixed feeling to get a kick in your stomach everytime you see someone.

skee-lo's I Wish is the best song on earth. this song has so many awesome memories attatched... hmmm... oh the best
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