Crushed. I should have seen it coming.
I always say that you can't be disappointed in your friends like in relationships.
I was wrong. You can be hurt, disappointed, and crushed by your friends just as easily.
I mean, what the fuck. Really.
So what is everyone else's opinion??? Someone comes to Scotland....and doesn't visit me despite they'll be in a town 30 minutes away for a few days??? Oh, oh wait...and they don't even TELL me they're coming?!?!? And seeing ANOTHER one of my friends in London?!?!?!
Treat me like shit, and I don't care anymore. At least tell me you're coming but not visiting me because you're going to be seeing your former roommate that hates my guts. Eh? I like honesty, how about everyone else?!
So I'm going to go off and cry a bit longer, get over it, and wonder why I even cared in the first place. I should have seen it coming.
Like I'm really upset about this. I'm shaking and crying and all kinds of shit. Maybe I'm overreacting, but personally this really, really hurt. And I'm not hurt easily. Maybe because I get so lonely here it would have been great to see a familiar face again.
Oh, and just to tell everyone, Katie is coming to the UK and didn't tell me. Neither did Kelly, whom she is visiting. Just to throw those names out there. Oh and when is she leaving? Tomorrow! Lovely! How did I find out? Ohhhh...facebook.
I hate livejournal, it makes me post honest things to the public about my emotions. Oh wait, maybe that's a good idea.
I was wrong. You can be hurt, disappointed, and crushed by your friends just as easily.
I mean, what the fuck. Really.
So what is everyone else's opinion??? Someone comes to Scotland....and doesn't visit me despite they'll be in a town 30 minutes away for a few days??? Oh, oh wait...and they don't even TELL me they're coming?!?!? And seeing ANOTHER one of my friends in London?!?!?!
Treat me like shit, and I don't care anymore. At least tell me you're coming but not visiting me because you're going to be seeing your former roommate that hates my guts. Eh? I like honesty, how about everyone else?!
So I'm going to go off and cry a bit longer, get over it, and wonder why I even cared in the first place. I should have seen it coming.
Like I'm really upset about this. I'm shaking and crying and all kinds of shit. Maybe I'm overreacting, but personally this really, really hurt. And I'm not hurt easily. Maybe because I get so lonely here it would have been great to see a familiar face again.
Oh, and just to tell everyone, Katie is coming to the UK and didn't tell me. Neither did Kelly, whom she is visiting. Just to throw those names out there. Oh and when is she leaving? Tomorrow! Lovely! How did I find out? Ohhhh...facebook.
I hate livejournal, it makes me post honest things to the public about my emotions. Oh wait, maybe that's a good idea.