Inspired
I sit here, contemplating what will happen next
will it be pain and heartache and deceit again?
will the overwhelming thought of death consume my soul once more?
I take a breath and look over my shoulder,
there he is, with his supple lips lingering above my life
a kiss, simple and sweet with the whispered "I love you"'s still floating in the air
love.
What is this feeling inside of me?
Why is fear disappating?
Why is this feeling not evaporating?
Can it be that these emotions are for once real and here to stay?
I pray.
Oh God, whereart thou?
Why must this be so incredibly confusing?
Why must my heart ache and be satisfied all in one simultaneous emotion?
How can this be?
I sit here, thinking about my next move
Will I be too exasperated to continue on with this non-existing lie?
Only time will tell
I just can't seem to let this one pass me by...
As a tear runs down my face, I take in a deap breath
my lungs fill with the fire between us
and lust flares once again as it begins to
seperate us from the truth within
lying to us and telling us that this is all there is
but it isn't.
I feel it, I stop it, I look into his eyes and see the beauty of his soul.
No one has ever made me stop and look before.
Why have his eyes consumed my life?
Why is it that he is all that overwhelms my mind?
Why can't I think.
I blink.
I can see again, but only for a moment.
Silence is broken
as he whispers again to me...
the words...
"I love you".
Jess
will it be pain and heartache and deceit again?
will the overwhelming thought of death consume my soul once more?
I take a breath and look over my shoulder,
there he is, with his supple lips lingering above my life
a kiss, simple and sweet with the whispered "I love you"'s still floating in the air
love.
What is this feeling inside of me?
Why is fear disappating?
Why is this feeling not evaporating?
Can it be that these emotions are for once real and here to stay?
I pray.
Oh God, whereart thou?
Why must this be so incredibly confusing?
Why must my heart ache and be satisfied all in one simultaneous emotion?
How can this be?
I sit here, thinking about my next move
Will I be too exasperated to continue on with this non-existing lie?
Only time will tell
I just can't seem to let this one pass me by...
As a tear runs down my face, I take in a deap breath
my lungs fill with the fire between us
and lust flares once again as it begins to
seperate us from the truth within
lying to us and telling us that this is all there is
but it isn't.
I feel it, I stop it, I look into his eyes and see the beauty of his soul.
No one has ever made me stop and look before.
Why have his eyes consumed my life?
Why is it that he is all that overwhelms my mind?
Why can't I think.
I blink.
I can see again, but only for a moment.
Silence is broken
as he whispers again to me...
the words...
"I love you".
Jess