Feb 18, 2008 21:31
...if you let it. (good song, Mary Poppins) but the saying is true anything can happen if you let. & i did and somethings...a lot of things happened all at once. & i'm happy i really am. But then i started to think..& you know how dangerous that is. =/
From my point of view every time something "good" happens people tend to rain on my parade. I know many only do it because they are worried & they're looking out for me. I really don't want to make this look as if i'm accusing anyone. May know that i tend to be over dramatic, i won't deny it. & almost all of you know when it comes to a guy i tend to fall rather hard, if you catch my drift....I know i'm a complete basket case who could probably tell you more about what's happening on Disney Channel than the Presidential Elections. I've finally come to terms with that fact that i need to grow up, & be responsible. & i know that might be really hard to believe, but i'm begging you please give me a chance. I know...life...is a lot to handle, & i haven't exactly lead a very steady one, there are plenty of stories to tell, but that's all a part of growing up, right? Taking chances,& making mistakes (a lot of them in my case). I am honestly trying, & there's nothing more i can do, you're just going to have to trust me on this...okay?