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im so anxious for so many reason right now. tomorrow is the run for the fire academy. getting in depends on tomorrow. all the stress from the last two years over this and it's all riding on tomorrow. i can do this i know i can. the only thing im worried about is my knee pains. i havnt tested them out any time recently because i think that resting it will be the best thing for me to do. at the same time i havnt been able to run or acklimate(did i really just try to spell that?) myself to running in the cold yet because i have been resting my knees. i really should be sleeping but i couldnt even if i tried. im way too excited. i keep imagining what the next few months are going to be like. i keep wondering if i will get in, wondering if i can handle it, wondering if i will accel in the academy or wonder if my knee will hold up for the 18 week course. ahhhhhhhh i wish it were tomorrow already. i really hope i dont do something stupid and mess tomorrow up.