the tales of an adonis
Well I realise that I probably should try and do a much better job of my live journal if I am in fact going to keep one. It HAS been almost a month to the day since I made my first entry. Here's number 2.
So I have offically decided that I am in fact going to move out to Mesquite to live with Donny and his Mother. I was weary at first, not sure if I was making the right decision but as long as I keep my goals for myself clear cut and precise, I won't let it become a bad situation.
Living here is a safety net that I am not used to having. Donny and his Mom have been SO generous and have done nothing but made me feel at home. It is rare to meet such blindly compassionate and welcoming people.
Things with Insignia boiled to a head a week or so ago but since then have fallen into a very perductive place. I still don't think that Ken understands fully where I'm coming from but see my effort. This week end is WGI championships and it is bringing a season to close that I have learned alot from but am very happy to put behide me.
With our annoucement to compete in World class next season, it's become obvious I have even more work ahead of me to set up a train program that will perpare Insignia for a World class level. Ken has asked me once the season is over to write a perposal of evrything that I want to do during summer training. He is basically leaving summer training up to me as a test to see how much he can trust me with. I plan to step up to the plate.
So I have FINALLY met someone that I think might turn into something romantically!! I actually met him on line in an M4M chat room. We talked for a while and deicded to meet down in the gayberhood with a pretense more along the lines of a possible hook up then a meeting of the minds. Well being the car-less wonderthat I am DOnny is kind enough to drive me down and we meet him at Black-Eyed Pea. The three of us get a table and weall talk about every thing under the sun for about an hour or two. He told us bits and pieces of his life and past. Just broke up with ex of 5 years, is an artist, a sagitarius, and devoid of any use of illeagal drugs. Mostly though he listened to Donny and I chatter on about our history as friends and giant derailments in life and favorite things about eachother. He seemed genuinely interested through all of the conversation and was amazed at how little of time donny and I have know each other.
We relocate to a bar next door and Donny scammpers off to flirt with someone and leaves Mark and I to ourselfs. Well he shifts gears on me and becomes alot less submissive and is very directly flirting with me. Alluding to thing he'd like to do at his house we hook up with Doony so I can get my over night bag and we go to his place. After entertaining his room mates for a few minutes we retreat back to his room. To my surprise he is very very sensual. Making every effort to make sure I am as comfortable as I can be he lights some candles truns out the lights and proceeds to make the next 3 hours of my life filled with the BEST sex I have ever had. He was everything that I have ever wanted a lover to be and I can't wait to see him again.And it's not just the sex...although specacular....iy was more.HE is the first person have have felt connected to in a long time. We'll see how it turns out.
So I have offically decided that I am in fact going to move out to Mesquite to live with Donny and his Mother. I was weary at first, not sure if I was making the right decision but as long as I keep my goals for myself clear cut and precise, I won't let it become a bad situation.
Living here is a safety net that I am not used to having. Donny and his Mom have been SO generous and have done nothing but made me feel at home. It is rare to meet such blindly compassionate and welcoming people.
Things with Insignia boiled to a head a week or so ago but since then have fallen into a very perductive place. I still don't think that Ken understands fully where I'm coming from but see my effort. This week end is WGI championships and it is bringing a season to close that I have learned alot from but am very happy to put behide me.
With our annoucement to compete in World class next season, it's become obvious I have even more work ahead of me to set up a train program that will perpare Insignia for a World class level. Ken has asked me once the season is over to write a perposal of evrything that I want to do during summer training. He is basically leaving summer training up to me as a test to see how much he can trust me with. I plan to step up to the plate.
So I have FINALLY met someone that I think might turn into something romantically!! I actually met him on line in an M4M chat room. We talked for a while and deicded to meet down in the gayberhood with a pretense more along the lines of a possible hook up then a meeting of the minds. Well being the car-less wonderthat I am DOnny is kind enough to drive me down and we meet him at Black-Eyed Pea. The three of us get a table and weall talk about every thing under the sun for about an hour or two. He told us bits and pieces of his life and past. Just broke up with ex of 5 years, is an artist, a sagitarius, and devoid of any use of illeagal drugs. Mostly though he listened to Donny and I chatter on about our history as friends and giant derailments in life and favorite things about eachother. He seemed genuinely interested through all of the conversation and was amazed at how little of time donny and I have know each other.
We relocate to a bar next door and Donny scammpers off to flirt with someone and leaves Mark and I to ourselfs. Well he shifts gears on me and becomes alot less submissive and is very directly flirting with me. Alluding to thing he'd like to do at his house we hook up with Doony so I can get my over night bag and we go to his place. After entertaining his room mates for a few minutes we retreat back to his room. To my surprise he is very very sensual. Making every effort to make sure I am as comfortable as I can be he lights some candles truns out the lights and proceeds to make the next 3 hours of my life filled with the BEST sex I have ever had. He was everything that I have ever wanted a lover to be and I can't wait to see him again.And it's not just the sex...although specacular....iy was more.HE is the first person have have felt connected to in a long time. We'll see how it turns out.