Happy Post Easter...

Mar 28, 2005 00:47

Its 12:47am. And I am so bored I don't know what to do with myself. Today wasn't a good day. But it wasn't a bad day. I feel a little hypocritcal celebrating Easter. I believe in God and Jesus and all that stuff but I don't practice it. I don't believe I have to go to a building weekly to prove I love God. I don't think I should have to prove anything. Didn't Jesus say that he was under every rock or something like that? I dunno. I just feel like its another excuse for people to stuff themselves stupid and sit around. Well whatever I guess. I'm all for laziness.

I go back to school tomorrow. This vacation was such a waste. I had some good times but I just don't feel like I really enjoyed myself. Now I can't miss anymore school. I talked about Buckling down last night. HA! I have a HUGE Italian test tomorrow that I could have studied for tonight but nooo. I'll do it in the morning of course. Its so aggrivating. So here I am. U pdating my livejournal and looking at people on myspace. This is such a weird habit I'm developing. Frankly, I hope I break out of it. I'm going to be so sorry I stayed up this late tomorrow morning. Cause I have to be OUT of bed by 8... THE LATEST. FUCK!

People on websites are so funny. It seems like everyone says that they're laid back yada yada yada. No one is ever like I'm a high strung psycho. Haha. I think that would be an interesting twist. I should do that. But nope. I'll keep mine the way it is. Cause I do feel like I'm laid back. And I don't stress over small stuff.. And the shit I do stress over, I don't talk about. So what you don't know can't hurt you, right?
Right.

I'm such a sucker for cowboys. I dunno. If I could find a boy with dark hair, blue eyes, a pick up truck, and a southern accent. Damn. I'd be gone for good. Joe says I have a thing for guys in the military. I do I guess. It is a running trend... but its funny cause I'm such a stand up anti-war chick. I guess that I think guys in the military are just forced to be more mature.... or something. Maybe its just the lifestyle. Or the fact that I liked my life when I was with a military boy. Eh. I think its just cause I associate the south with the military. So its just an added bonus. Southern boys are just sooo good looking. Not the mullet-totting Deleverence guys. But... damn. They drive me crazy. I'm going to end up living down south.

So now its 1:12am. In 4 minutes I'm forcing myself to get offline and get the fuck in bed. I can't believe this. I used to not be able to keep my eyes open past 12:15. Terrible. Well back to school tomorrow for me. Night.
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