Would you rather feel hopeless or hopeful? Mmm. I just found a sunflower seed in the keyboard.

Your youth? You're just trying to stay young and recapture your youth this whole time?

Fuck. Time for me to take my own good advice. It seems like I really need it.

They better rework dynasty mode in NCAA Football 12. Every fucking year last year I had to schedule Alabama otherwise they'd roll through to the bcs championship game. And they'd stack the best recruits regardless of whether they needed the position filled or not.

The new Mortal Kombat is awesome.

Tomorrow I want you to take a good, hard look at yourself, LiveJournal reader.

my life is regret

Does it matter what you think on your deathbed? What's the percentage of people that even get a few hours on their deathbed? Are U.S. citizens more likely to die elsewhere of something other than something that would put them in the hospital in their last hours of life?

I don't want anything new. I just want what I once had, but let slip away. I want the life I should have had before I realized what it was that I had before me. And that's the problem with me.

People don't really change. People don't really change and that's really sad. That's very sad. That's heartbreaking in an "open your fucking eyes" sort of way. They go back to their old ways and it's true that actions speak louder than words.