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After this conversation]
[The video turns on and at first there's nothing, then the screen turns and Jack can be seen sitting in his room. His eyes are red like he's been crying, but he isn't now.]
Doctor...I wasn't completely honest with you. I left Earth before I came here because I had failed.
I failed everyone. Tosh, Owen, Gwen, Ian-
[He stops to reign in his emotions.]
Torchwood 3 fell to its own government, a government too afraid to fight off an invasion. This invasion, I thought I could handle it, like I always did, but... I lost him, Doctor. I lost...no, I killed, the one person who understood me in years.
[He laughs bitterly.]
He was here, did you know that? He was here at the same time you were, maybe the same time Rose was too, I don't know, but he was here...and I missed him.
[OOC: he's a bit out of it to send a private message, so it's open even though he's intending it for The Doctor.]