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been awhile since I wrote but things have been busy. I'm tired.. and sad.. On one hand I am in this great relationship but the other-- a constant for the past almost 4 years is drifting away or it feels like. I'm sad that he doesn't iniate contact or think about contacting me. I'm tired of making the effort and it not being returned. I'm tired of not being a priority or someone that he thinks will be there no matter. I mean I will be there no matter what, but you've got to show me that I matter to you or else it's just a waste of my time.