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I am only now realizing the gravity of my actions. I am only now thinking that something should come of it. I deserve to be punished, he deserves much more, and I need to somehow be honest with myself. I really have no idea what to do. Anything I want to do really isn't fair to anyone. I can't go on ignoring all this shit, I need to somehow get it out of my system. I don't have any clue as to how to do that, though. Maybe it's that I can't forgive myself or something. I just can't get it go.
I listen to so many angry songs about people whose significant others treated them wrong, hearing all of their angry and upset emotions, what they want to do. I feel like these songs should all be dedicated to me. I feel like he hears these songs and doesn't even know.
I listen to so many angry songs about people whose significant others treated them wrong, hearing all of their angry and upset emotions, what they want to do. I feel like these songs should all be dedicated to me. I feel like he hears these songs and doesn't even know.