These are my thoughts as they come to me...

[somethingcory]

I met a guy tonight.
I actually gave him my number.
I hope he calls.
I have never given my number out like that.
Do you think he'll call?
Ha.
How would you know?
He is very cool.
Maybe he'll call.
I don't really use this anymore.
I have a real journal and I see a counselor.
She's helpful.
I think too much.
I am eating really good mashed potatoes.
Do you think he'll call?
I feel like I was a good friend tonight.
I took care of my two friends and they are laying on the couchs upstairs.
I'm paying it forward.
My room looks like someone was trying to rob me.
It's a disaster.
I am thinking about him again.
Atleast I'm not thinking about KBE.
Which I guess I am now.
I miss him.
I would like to be with him.
Right now.
Holding him.
And laughing with him.
I love his laugh.

FUCK.