God, I've been so lazy. I have too many goals, and their too big. So I put them off, and feel horrible. So wallow a bit and do nothing some more. I hate it. It is no longer ok to feel sorry for myself, because I'm in control of life, and it only sucks if I make it that way. I'm going to be a doer. And maybe not a positive attitude. But at ( Read more... )

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