Dont try to fix me- I'm not broken

Nov 21, 2003 15:54

>< on top of an already shitty day, I just realized that in an hour I have to go to my dads for the weekend. that means no lj, no aim, no talking to my friends.... wah. not to mention that I hate it over there. but I'm pretty sure that my wicked stepmother is working all weekend. so I wont have to see her too much. and yes, I realize that I sound harsh. but she is evil and wicked, and my brother feels the same way. not to mention that she is a class A bitch. and my dad knew that we felt this way when he married her. he just apparently didnt care about how his children felt about who was going to be the substitute for their mother who they are extremely close to while at his house. but I have decided that I am going to go to the mall for part of the day on saturday, and also to the library. while at the mall, I will probably just go to walden books, sit on the floor, and read. or go to stores and try on clothes. will also look at suncoast and sam goody for good deals on cd's since there both going out of buisness. then, when I'm at the library, I can check my friends page and post.

I DONT WANT TO GO OVER THERE! I HATE IT OVER THERE! THEY TRY TO CHANGE ME AND JUDGE ME AND THEY ARE EVIL! DO YOU HEAR ME?! I WANT TO STAY HERE WITH MOM AND CHUCK AND KEITH AND JORDIE AND KIWI! I DONT WANT TO GO OVER THERE WITH THE LANDMASS AND THE INSANE MONSTER AND MY WICKED STEPMOTHER! IN FACT, THE ONLY GOOD THING ABOUT GOING OVER THERE IS THAT OUR BASEMENT IS HAUNTED AND THE TV TURNS ITSELF OFF AND ON!

::end long rant in all caps::

I feel a bit better now. but I would feel the best if we didnt have to go over there at all. its hard enough anyway not having a computer, and I have loads of homework to do this weekend. all the more excuse for me to go to the library then, lol.

I have decided that I need more friends on lj. I suppose a good place to start would be some of the communities that I'm in. at least that way we're guarenteed to have some of the same interests. or I could always do an interests search, lol. thats partly how I came to be friends with blackbutterfli. I did a LotR interests search, and things just sort of evolved from there. and I'm glad I did- she's really cool and her posts are interesting.

note to self: take joe's dungeons and dragons players hand book over to dads this weekend so you can read it. be sure to take notes on important things, such as races, classes, leveling up charecters, and how to do battles. also any other important things. also decide if I want to add a sub-class, and if so what it should be. end note to self.

hm. s'pose I should just post this already, and go check my friends page. apparently pipsi_stick just posted an entry that she typed up last night, and since I havent checked since when I got home from school yesterday I'm sure theres some new posts for me to read. yay! new posts! ^^ see, this is why I need more lj friends. I always get excited when theres a nice long entry for me to read, especially someone I know really well. (i.e. pipsi_stick, gretchogrady, lilshevchenko, and lemonpoplili.) the rest of you are awesome too, but I'm still getting to know you. the rest of these people I've known for at least three years now. anyways, guess I'll see everybody sunday night!
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