day 87
ugh. have you ever had one of those nights where you just don't want to go home because you just don't feel like being alone? usually, you call up a friend or two, grab some food or something, maybe watch a movie. or just do nothing. talk, maybe. i dunno.
well, i just spent probably an hour (maybe and a half?) just driving around rock hill. most of friends are married. most of the ruffers are fasting and watching a movie with jeff. the roomie went to hang with some people. it's amazing how you can have so many people in your life, and still feel totally alone.
now, i'm not asking for pity or anything. i just need to get thoughts out of my head. i just really needed a place to go, or someone to talk to. and tonight, i just felt like i had nothing. (and i'm not making this into a theological argument, either. i know God is always there, but tonight, i just wanted someone to physically sit and talk with.)
so i just drove. put the zune on shuffle and drove. all around town. back and forth. just trying to clear my head, cuz i didn't want to just go home and sit.
thankfully, an old friend called out of the blue, and we had a really good talk. caught up on old times and new times. it was really good.
there's no big point to this post. no crisis. no news. like i said, tonight just kinda sucked, so i had to drive it off. tomorrow's another day. let's see what happens...
well, i just spent probably an hour (maybe and a half?) just driving around rock hill. most of friends are married. most of the ruffers are fasting and watching a movie with jeff. the roomie went to hang with some people. it's amazing how you can have so many people in your life, and still feel totally alone.
now, i'm not asking for pity or anything. i just need to get thoughts out of my head. i just really needed a place to go, or someone to talk to. and tonight, i just felt like i had nothing. (and i'm not making this into a theological argument, either. i know God is always there, but tonight, i just wanted someone to physically sit and talk with.)
so i just drove. put the zune on shuffle and drove. all around town. back and forth. just trying to clear my head, cuz i didn't want to just go home and sit.
thankfully, an old friend called out of the blue, and we had a really good talk. caught up on old times and new times. it was really good.
there's no big point to this post. no crisis. no news. like i said, tonight just kinda sucked, so i had to drive it off. tomorrow's another day. let's see what happens...