Sep 17, 2006 22:30
Well here I go. I have two days left until I leave for the east coast and I don't think it has really sunk in yet. I still haven't spent nearly enough time with anyone and am definitely not ready for the hours I will have to hold. I hope it is exhilirating rather than exhausting yet I fear the worst. 15 hour days 7 days a week may be more than I am prepared for. That leaves me nine hours out of the day to sleep and do anything else that I may need/want to do. Damn. I wish my life wasn't so convuluted and in such transition right now. I feel like everything is moving so fast and I am not mature enough to keep up with it. I don't even know what I am rambling about now, I am just sleepy and am am just waiting for my laundry to get done so I can hit the hay. Everyone keep me posted while I'm away. On a side note, does anyone know when I am going to grow up?