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I just need to get this off my chest. Although I like my job for the most part, and I like being busy and feeling competent, I hate that I feel like I am missing out on everything. I never see anyone anymore. I see erin maybe once a week for any greater period of time than a half hour before work or after before bed. It is difficult. I miss seeing people. I feel left out and lonely. Especially when you add to that the fact that everyone around me is in a happy relationship. It just makes things difficult. I guess it is a good thing I am so busy so I don't have much time to dwell on the failures of my life and my current situation.