Is this selfish of me?

[somedaynottoday]

Okay, well Ayden is due on November 14th alright?
Josh's sister is ALREADY fucking married.
BUT! She wants to have a "ceremony" 2 years later
after she has already gotten married.
So, guess when she makes the date for....
NOVEMBER FUCKING 17TH!!! How much bull shit is that?
Then, she told her mom, " Well, I hope Kristen plans on
getting outta the hospital and coming to the wedding".
FUCK THAT!! If I go in to labor and have him when I am supposed to,
I am sorry, I am not taking my fucking 3day old newborn son
to her fucking wedding. Josh has already said he isn't going
to go because she is just being selfish.
I know she is doing it for attention cuz she told someone
before that she wanted to get pregnant again so that
she can have the youngest baby and get the attention and
not me. I told her mom that she said that and she said
that she doesn't need another baby. She can't hardly take
care of the one she has now on her own. Every time
she comes to La Porte to visit, she bails Cassidy off on EVERYONE
so that she can go out and party. I am getting so fucking
tired of her shit.

Fuck her.