Aug 31, 2007 06:02
Why do I have to hate so many fucking people?!?
Idk, maybe because I am a stupid selfish bitch.
Why do I have to push all my "friends" away.
Idk, maybe because I feel I shouldn't ever do
anything in my life anymore rather than sit on my
ass and wait for my baby boy to be born
Is there a reason why I do this?
NO! NOT AT ALL!!!
I am always at home by myself.
Josh works all the time.
Other than that... I babysit sometimes.
There have even been people that I quit talking
to cuz Josh doesn't like them...
WHY!? I DON'T KNOW!! Ugh, yes... I love him, but I
don't like a lot of the people that he is friends
with or "was" friends with and he doesn't quit
talking to them.
When you are in love with someone does that mean
you can't be friends with someone that THEY don't like?
I also wish I could go back to sleep, but
it is storming and I have been awake since
4am and can't seem to go back to sleep.
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