good times with bad

May 08, 2005 12:08

ok so yeah last night our own prom and after prom kicked ass. For our on little thing we had a huge bon fire in my back yard, roasted marchmellows, had smores, and did a bbq. so that was really awsome, after prom was way cool the school was way totaly decked out, and i won a bunch o stuff. ok so not really a bunch, i got a free chipolte from playing black jack, and then the sweet part, i won an ipod mini during the prizes which is totaly cool and makes my day. But now for the last part of my subject. So this girl (miss. x) and i are friends, not really close friends but were friends and such, well mr. y(me) knew that miss. x like me and i dont feel the same way back. So i did the best i could to not give back much attention or anything like that and tried not to let her think that i liked her, well i failed last night at FIVE in the fricken morning, asked me out and me being tierd and nice didnt know what to say besides yes, i couldnt say no right then it would have just been to to hard. So now i have to figure out the best way to go through with this, and to be quite honest i dont have time in my life for relationships and crap, and yeah i think that if i did date miss. x it would just ruin our friendship and i dont want that. So this is where i ask for help, what is the nicest way to go through with this, i know that when i do it it will really suck for both of us but i just dont want to get into a relationship and such so please please advice just the best way to end it before it really starts......
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