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lawyer aunt on me and itzik.
i'm sorry...but you're finally ready to really hear the truth.
you weren't very nice, there were moments where you're wonderful and an incredibly intelligent, and beautiful lady and you get defensive and protective and downright obnoxious again...that's it...hence what he said..."I love you...but it's not enough"
i understood what he meant the minute you told me what he said.
of course, i'm quiet as she types all of this
and she writes,
i'm right? I"m wrong? any thoughts?
still love me?
he tells you all of this, and yet still wanted to be friends, keep in touch. why?
in case sami..he would like nothing better than to have a loving sami...
who can challenge him..who can stand up to him..but..who openly is beautiful and gentle and stirring...sami...I've learned something about why I'm the way I am...besides hiding behind it...there's more..it speaks volumes about what you think about yourself...if you make yourself more attractive it says to the world you care about yourself...a lot
and that's a man who wants someone like that...someone who cares enough about herself to care about someone else too..speaks volumes..about confidence
vulnerable is not being a wimp that someone walks all over ...vulnerable is like someone soft to cuddle with
and you (i'll say this for the very last time ever, promise) were brutal
israeli commando boy or not...men's egos are very sensitive and extremely fragile..think egg.....you need to do a sami makeover..big time...you want him, you can have him..hook line and sinker..his love was real..it just didn't die...if not him, for the future guy you meet.
it's august...work on you...just you...the rest will naturally come in it's time
but...do it..once and for all me too
did you ruin your relationship with him
no....you didn't ruin it all
you had a setback
you had a huge huge wake up call, everything is fixable, everything really...if love is real...it's real..not lost...just postponed till things are made right
but....now think again about what you said to me Sunday night..that just didn't change overnite...you were going to compromise too much..so...and this is something just to ponder on...what's more important..keeping kosher being observant or keeping itzik, this is what you said, you wanted to go back be observant and you know he never wants that.
don't need you to answer that one now
just think about all this...and once you decide inside what you want it will all come to pass...from the inside out everything will be ok...promise..I really promise
anyway
is she right? of course
every aspect and more
do i want to hear it, not really.
but you learn alot of about yourself through someone elses eyes
almost want to say, then why didn't you shake me?? and tell me to stop it before something good is ruined.
ah. truth is incredible.
it hurts, and stings and burns right through you
because it's real
and although right now i want to scream at her, and yell and pick out every imperfection she has, since my character has come into judgement although it's all true.
it's just blah.
i'm sorry...but you're finally ready to really hear the truth.
you weren't very nice, there were moments where you're wonderful and an incredibly intelligent, and beautiful lady and you get defensive and protective and downright obnoxious again...that's it...hence what he said..."I love you...but it's not enough"
i understood what he meant the minute you told me what he said.
of course, i'm quiet as she types all of this
and she writes,
i'm right? I"m wrong? any thoughts?
still love me?
he tells you all of this, and yet still wanted to be friends, keep in touch. why?
in case sami..he would like nothing better than to have a loving sami...
who can challenge him..who can stand up to him..but..who openly is beautiful and gentle and stirring...sami...I've learned something about why I'm the way I am...besides hiding behind it...there's more..it speaks volumes about what you think about yourself...if you make yourself more attractive it says to the world you care about yourself...a lot
and that's a man who wants someone like that...someone who cares enough about herself to care about someone else too..speaks volumes..about confidence
vulnerable is not being a wimp that someone walks all over ...vulnerable is like someone soft to cuddle with
and you (i'll say this for the very last time ever, promise) were brutal
israeli commando boy or not...men's egos are very sensitive and extremely fragile..think egg.....you need to do a sami makeover..big time...you want him, you can have him..hook line and sinker..his love was real..it just didn't die...if not him, for the future guy you meet.
it's august...work on you...just you...the rest will naturally come in it's time
but...do it..once and for all me too
did you ruin your relationship with him
no....you didn't ruin it all
you had a setback
you had a huge huge wake up call, everything is fixable, everything really...if love is real...it's real..not lost...just postponed till things are made right
but....now think again about what you said to me Sunday night..that just didn't change overnite...you were going to compromise too much..so...and this is something just to ponder on...what's more important..keeping kosher being observant or keeping itzik, this is what you said, you wanted to go back be observant and you know he never wants that.
don't need you to answer that one now
just think about all this...and once you decide inside what you want it will all come to pass...from the inside out everything will be ok...promise..I really promise
anyway
is she right? of course
every aspect and more
do i want to hear it, not really.
but you learn alot of about yourself through someone elses eyes
almost want to say, then why didn't you shake me?? and tell me to stop it before something good is ruined.
ah. truth is incredible.
it hurts, and stings and burns right through you
because it's real
and although right now i want to scream at her, and yell and pick out every imperfection she has, since my character has come into judgement although it's all true.
it's just blah.