lets get together and smoke that joint...
not really tho. that was just a line from this song that i'm listening. fyi if you don't know of donovon frankenreiter, check him out. he's the shit. So, i think it's literally been like 4 months since i last updated...lemme check...ok, i literally just checked it out and it was march 29th...long time ago. A lot has happened since then. It looks like i was complaining about job stuff. And since then i got a job at taco bobs and at educational community credit union and quit at toys r us...and actually i don't know what my employment status is at taco bobs. I really like working there too (taco bobs) its fun, and i like flirting w/the guys there. ;-) as for toys r us, while i enjoyed some of the people there, many of my favorite people had already left, and there was literally no point in me stickin around for 5 hours a month. as for eccu, i really like it so far. I've been there for about a week and a half, patti slack got me the job (honorable mention goes to sara slack for just being kick ass cool) and i just basically went through some killer training last week, like a huge amount of paperwork and all this other shit and i swear i almost passed out and threw up like 10 times each. didn't actually, but almost did. and i have business clothes now (david took me shopping) and lemme tell you i am sexy and professional all at the same time. Kicks ass yo. until the old dudes hit on you as they're cashin in their social security. thats just weird...and gross. but i've been "on the line" (what they call the teller window to all people not in the financial industry) for a couple days now. and i like it. i get a chance to hit on the one guy teller, who i'm just attracted to anyway. i don't really hit on him, just talk to him. and do a bit of light flirting. its fat free, zero calorie flirting. that probably wasn't funny to whoever reads this thing, but i giggled a little. but this guy (dan) does seem really cool so far. i just hope he thinks the same of me but honestly i've just been myself, and i've realized that either that flies or it doesn't, and if it doesn't well then fuck it. haha. anyway. i honestly haven't had a crush in awhile. Just dima...and i wouldn't call dima a crush really. He was more than a crush. and i really really miss him. Like heartwrenching miss him. and i'll think about him at the most random times, and then its like having a ton of bricks thrown at my chest or something...I'm actually gonna email him right after this...i just miss him...so so so much. :'-( and he's just so damn busy...i mean we all are, but from what he told me last time we talked, his life has been like a whirlwind since he got back...well i'm actually gonna stop this update to go email him...