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ooooooooooo! i'm *updating* my journal...
listen up kids, lets make a circle around me in a rocking chair so you can cross your legs and look up at me and listen to all the wonderous tales of being meaghan.
i am quitting that godman fucking stupid reatrded traineeship. i am sick of doing fucking insane amounts of hours one week and then hardly anything the next. they can go fuck themselves. they're the ones who fucked up and yet they want me to do 30 hours a week with full time uni???
i am doing too much at the moment and i want it to stop. Dave comes back next week which is great and all but i doubt i will even see him much. i will have to spend nearly all my spare time reading etc, and it makes me want to have a tantrum that i cant just sit down and have a break for an hour with my own boyfriend. if i want to actually do okay this semester i wont have a social life.
i am waiting for the good things in life to arrive. i'm waiting........yep....still....waiting........
supposedly i am getting a new tv soon? a bigger and better one? apparently? i dont know when or if it'll actually ahappen but material things may make me semi happier for a short period of time.
thats all i can say. how sad. a tv that may not actually come, is my highlight. dave coming back would be too if it werent for the point i made about not really getting to see him. i hate this life of responsibility!!!!
listen up kids, lets make a circle around me in a rocking chair so you can cross your legs and look up at me and listen to all the wonderous tales of being meaghan.
i am quitting that godman fucking stupid reatrded traineeship. i am sick of doing fucking insane amounts of hours one week and then hardly anything the next. they can go fuck themselves. they're the ones who fucked up and yet they want me to do 30 hours a week with full time uni???
i am doing too much at the moment and i want it to stop. Dave comes back next week which is great and all but i doubt i will even see him much. i will have to spend nearly all my spare time reading etc, and it makes me want to have a tantrum that i cant just sit down and have a break for an hour with my own boyfriend. if i want to actually do okay this semester i wont have a social life.
i am waiting for the good things in life to arrive. i'm waiting........yep....still....waiting........
supposedly i am getting a new tv soon? a bigger and better one? apparently? i dont know when or if it'll actually ahappen but material things may make me semi happier for a short period of time.
thats all i can say. how sad. a tv that may not actually come, is my highlight. dave coming back would be too if it werent for the point i made about not really getting to see him. i hate this life of responsibility!!!!