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i finally cleaned my room today, after i've "let it be free" for long enough. lol. thats the problem (well, one of the many heh) with living here. i can always sleep in my brother's old room if my bed gets too much crap on it and my room gets too messy, so i have no motivation to clean my room if there's another one right downthe hall ready to use. i try to keep stuff clean here, but in my own apartment, i'm even more cleaner cuz i feel like its more "mine," you know? i'm more proud of it or something i guess. but yea, i always tried to keep my apt clean, which can be easy b/c i didnt bring much with me, but was also hard since tommy is a pig. and retarded at that. which when i think about it, is kinda ironic seeing how pigs are supposedly one of the smartest animals...*sigh* my genetics make me sad...
anyhoo, now my room is clean and will prolly stay that way for at least a couple weeks and after cleaning my room or anything other room for that matter, i always feel a wave of contentness which lasts only the rest of the day. heh.
ok, so a good thing about cleaning my room this time, was i went through my little drawer stand thing i have my stereo on and went through all my little papers i keep form CDs and stuff i wrote and such. i found like 20 different scrap papers with lyrics that i've written like a year ago. it makes me very happy b/c i still like most of it and was actually recently feeling like writing again. i dont think i have since the winter. so maybe that'll motivate me to finish some things. *le sigh* i really do wish i was in a band.
my car is still a wanker. i still gotta get someone to get the alternator out to have autozone test out. hopefully kate can take a stan at it this weekend, then i'll either go to deana's dad or my neighbor. my neighbor, the GM guy, hopefully will have time to tinker with it. thanks deana for volunteering, and i'll let you know if i still need some help.
on a side note, do you ever get the feeling that some people are just ignoring you? like its sort of a sudden thing and it the feeling just washes over you and it makes you feel kind of depressed and confused at the same time...i dont know, ive kinda felt like that this past week...its just weird. i dont like it. whatever, it doesnt really matter...its not really pertaining to a number of people on here necessarily.
anyhoo, i'm out! and if any of ya'll have any pics of me that are any good at all, pass em along, i'm trying to keep up and have a collection of pics of me, as i dont really have much for myself.
cheers
anyhoo, now my room is clean and will prolly stay that way for at least a couple weeks and after cleaning my room or anything other room for that matter, i always feel a wave of contentness which lasts only the rest of the day. heh.
ok, so a good thing about cleaning my room this time, was i went through my little drawer stand thing i have my stereo on and went through all my little papers i keep form CDs and stuff i wrote and such. i found like 20 different scrap papers with lyrics that i've written like a year ago. it makes me very happy b/c i still like most of it and was actually recently feeling like writing again. i dont think i have since the winter. so maybe that'll motivate me to finish some things. *le sigh* i really do wish i was in a band.
my car is still a wanker. i still gotta get someone to get the alternator out to have autozone test out. hopefully kate can take a stan at it this weekend, then i'll either go to deana's dad or my neighbor. my neighbor, the GM guy, hopefully will have time to tinker with it. thanks deana for volunteering, and i'll let you know if i still need some help.
on a side note, do you ever get the feeling that some people are just ignoring you? like its sort of a sudden thing and it the feeling just washes over you and it makes you feel kind of depressed and confused at the same time...i dont know, ive kinda felt like that this past week...its just weird. i dont like it. whatever, it doesnt really matter...its not really pertaining to a number of people on here necessarily.
anyhoo, i'm out! and if any of ya'll have any pics of me that are any good at all, pass em along, i'm trying to keep up and have a collection of pics of me, as i dont really have much for myself.
cheers