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Don't have a girlfriend anymore. Its amazing how quickly things change. It was her decision, and I still don't understand. She doesn't want to drag me through all the horrible things that she's going through in her life right now. I told her I wanted to be with her anyways and help her through, but she says she can't handle the added stress of a boyfriend. I don't understand... You'd think someone would want to have a good, loving boyfriend help you through all of that stuff. But I don't know. Ever since she got the Depo shot, she's changed. She's not the same person that I started dating a month ago. She was warned it would change her somewhat, but even then, I don't know if that really had an impact on all of this. It makes me really sad that I can't help her through this. She was very loving toward me, even up to the day she broke up with me. I'm going to miss her, but I'll be sure to remember how she was before she got that shot. It felt really nice to be loved like that. I tried hard to be good to her.