Mar 15, 2006 23:21
I think I have a girlfriend now. I'm selling my motorcycle and buying a Subaru WRX STI. Sat in a Lotus Elise today. Lots has gone on lately but I don't feel like writing about it. I don't really use LJ that much. Nor do I use MySpace. Don't really keep in contact with my friends either. Been playing DDO a lot. Battlefield 2 as well.
Did I mention dating 19 y/o girls is dumb? Maybe I didn't mention it, but it is true regardless.
I'm still amazed in how much I've changed over the past 5 years. I'm even more amazed about how much I've changed over the past 2. Hell, even within the last couple of months. Now I stand up for myself, say what I think, go after what I want, and don't take any crap from women. I like it.
I can't believe I've had this journal for 5 years. Posts when I started and posts nowadays are so utterly different its crazy. Like two different people. In some ways I miss being naive. In others, I revel in my newfound confidence and strength.
I've lost a lot of friends over the years. Some I miss, some I don't. But for all of them, I wonder what they are doing right now. Are they happy?
Nostalgia isn't good for you.
I could have a wife and kids in a few years. But I don't want a family right now. I'm not even sure if I can find someone that I can put with being married to. Thought I had found her last summer, but I wasn't good enough for her. Her loss. Dating a roofer must be so much more stimulating.
I'm rambling in short crappy sentences. Broken up thoughts.
I really need more sleep.