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i don't understand how someone that i thought i would never like, could mean so much to me and could make me feel so many things at one time. i mean, he's the exact opposite of what i am. everything amazing that he is, i am not. but he still likes me. i don't really understand it...i just wish that he wasn't leaving for college at the end of this summer. he's going to nku and that's sooo far away. last night, i went to church with him, and it was the cutest thing ever. i don't think that i've ever been so willing to change for someone. i've always been so hardheaded on changing for a guy, and getting down on my friends for doing it, but i WANT to now...i want to change for him. he asked me to the drive-in this weekend. i think we're gunna get a blow up matress in the bed of his truck and such. i'm really excited about that. what's more romantic than a drive-in movie? he's really everything i've ever wanted. and i know that he won't cheat on me and that he'll love me. i'm just really excited about it. everything is perfect right now, my friends are great, and this boy is amazing.
i went horseback riding with susannah before i went to church with dustin. we took stella and bishop out and rode for 2 and half hours. it was nice. i cut my hand open and got a few ticks on me...but it's okay. we took the horses through the creek by suzie's house and they were like splashin around and stuff, it was sooo funny. i thought i was gunna piss myself. but yah, we just like to roam around in the fields and sing country songs and smoke lol. that was hilarious. bishop was being a fatty the entire time and kept eating every single second of the trip. but whatever.
i have soccer tonight, but i doubt i'll go. comments are nice.
i went horseback riding with susannah before i went to church with dustin. we took stella and bishop out and rode for 2 and half hours. it was nice. i cut my hand open and got a few ticks on me...but it's okay. we took the horses through the creek by suzie's house and they were like splashin around and stuff, it was sooo funny. i thought i was gunna piss myself. but yah, we just like to roam around in the fields and sing country songs and smoke lol. that was hilarious. bishop was being a fatty the entire time and kept eating every single second of the trip. but whatever.
i have soccer tonight, but i doubt i'll go. comments are nice.