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Printing out my livejournal entries, something I've been wanting to do for a long time now, but put off again & again... when it comes right down to it, I'm an old-fashioned girl, I don't really trust in the certainty of the continued existence of something I cannot touch.
It's most likely out of all proportions self-centered and perhaps I would be in a better and more productive state of mind if I could be content with the results of the process and what memories naturally remain, and let go of the painful and embarrassing details of the journey, but for some reason I don't want to loose these years (yet)... I'm well aware that sometimes I often cling too hard and too long to the relics and souvenirs of my life, but so far I haven't found a way to wholly remedy that.