>> hold on to the memories b/c that's all that's left >>
"do you ever regret it?"
i never know quite how to answer this question. sometimes i feel a pang of nostalgia. for the most part, it was the best decision for me. i miss my girls like crazy, i miss hanging out with them and i miss all that we had to go thru together :]. i definitely am grateful that we are all still friends ... so maybe we aren't gonna be "sisters" but we're all still friends and we still have those memories to share *wink*.
the reason ive started contemplating this again even tho that chapter of my life has been closed, is because of my recent run-ins with my ex-pledge sisters :] last weekend, christina L and yumin came over to do some stuff and i helped a bit. then i had lunch with christina N the other day and we had a nice chat. then sophia randomly IMed me and we talked for a bit. and then bryna dropped by today and we hung out just being silly and our old usual selves :D. i love running into them on campus, esp yen ;-)! even tho tracy is my roommate/ex-pledge sister, i barely even talk to her anymore because she's always so busy and so tired :[. i'm so proud of them that they have come so far and i know they are all gonna make it :].
i love you girls: tracy, bryna, yen, christina N, christina L, betty H, yumin, ann, alex, sarah, tiffany, michelle, and sophia ... we're the melrose mafia forever *wink*.
i don't know if i want to do this whole sorority scene again. it was definitely hella fun while i was at it but i was just pledging at a really bad time :P. ive been getting offers all around from other friends to join their sorority but i'm not really sure. i am very flattered that they think i'd be a good addition tho ... thanx girls :]. hehe ronnie wanted me to start/rush a business frat with him ... that actually sounds pretty interesting :].
so btw, did i mention that i have a calc midterm tomorrow [actually, TODAY] that i am totally gonna bomb? i'm taking lots of breaks to keep my sanity alive :D.
ever had that sick unexplainable feeling in their stomach that you just can't get rid of? no, it's not my nervous anticipation of failing my midterm. it's something else :P. who thinks i'm gonna be up all night? I DO I DO :[!
i never know quite how to answer this question. sometimes i feel a pang of nostalgia. for the most part, it was the best decision for me. i miss my girls like crazy, i miss hanging out with them and i miss all that we had to go thru together :]. i definitely am grateful that we are all still friends ... so maybe we aren't gonna be "sisters" but we're all still friends and we still have those memories to share *wink*.
the reason ive started contemplating this again even tho that chapter of my life has been closed, is because of my recent run-ins with my ex-pledge sisters :] last weekend, christina L and yumin came over to do some stuff and i helped a bit. then i had lunch with christina N the other day and we had a nice chat. then sophia randomly IMed me and we talked for a bit. and then bryna dropped by today and we hung out just being silly and our old usual selves :D. i love running into them on campus, esp yen ;-)! even tho tracy is my roommate/ex-pledge sister, i barely even talk to her anymore because she's always so busy and so tired :[. i'm so proud of them that they have come so far and i know they are all gonna make it :].
i love you girls: tracy, bryna, yen, christina N, christina L, betty H, yumin, ann, alex, sarah, tiffany, michelle, and sophia ... we're the melrose mafia forever *wink*.
i don't know if i want to do this whole sorority scene again. it was definitely hella fun while i was at it but i was just pledging at a really bad time :P. ive been getting offers all around from other friends to join their sorority but i'm not really sure. i am very flattered that they think i'd be a good addition tho ... thanx girls :]. hehe ronnie wanted me to start/rush a business frat with him ... that actually sounds pretty interesting :].
so btw, did i mention that i have a calc midterm tomorrow [actually, TODAY] that i am totally gonna bomb? i'm taking lots of breaks to keep my sanity alive :D.
ever had that sick unexplainable feeling in their stomach that you just can't get rid of? no, it's not my nervous anticipation of failing my midterm. it's something else :P. who thinks i'm gonna be up all night? I DO I DO :[!