cut off
no phone, no phone i just wanna be alone today - cake
*sigh* except i want my phone back..
L.A.M.E
I read this article about Paris Hilton being good, or something like that. I dunno. I quess i feel bad for her because she doesn't know who she can trust or anything, and that's gatta suck asshole. But she's beautiful, and as hard as it is for them with paparazi and all, they chose to be there. She maybe not more than others, but she chose to walk into the light more than she already was. And the paparazi needs to get a life.. def. They are assholes.
I'm really heart broken today. NoVa still has so much drugs running thru it. It's hard to hear, see and read about. I don't want anyone i care for involved in it, and they are. But, weed of course, isn't a drug.. *sigh*. It is. And it needs to not be a release, an escape. Find something better to do with your time, and stop doing drugs. Sometimes, i secretely wish people would get caught and learn a lesson. And then they think that telling me is ok, because i won't mind that this month is 3 years for my dad, and that it's ok to say "weed is ok" even though that's what caused my downfall and my pain. It is a gateway drug. Regardless.
But make your own choices. Have your own life. Good luck.
i'll get heat for this too
i'm really worried about going back up north. It's ganna kill me to see everything and then have to leave again. I dunno if i can handle that shit. I love my family so much, and being away from mom and anj is the hardest thing i've ever done. So, saying goodbye, you can't imagine how hard that is.
I want it to snow while i'm there. I love snow.
Dear snow gods,
bring snow for me.
Love,
a pagan
I gatta go get dressed and handle bills... intresting that i'm the only one who cares now. Whatever.
*sigh* except i want my phone back..
L.A.M.E
I read this article about Paris Hilton being good, or something like that. I dunno. I quess i feel bad for her because she doesn't know who she can trust or anything, and that's gatta suck asshole. But she's beautiful, and as hard as it is for them with paparazi and all, they chose to be there. She maybe not more than others, but she chose to walk into the light more than she already was. And the paparazi needs to get a life.. def. They are assholes.
I'm really heart broken today. NoVa still has so much drugs running thru it. It's hard to hear, see and read about. I don't want anyone i care for involved in it, and they are. But, weed of course, isn't a drug.. *sigh*. It is. And it needs to not be a release, an escape. Find something better to do with your time, and stop doing drugs. Sometimes, i secretely wish people would get caught and learn a lesson. And then they think that telling me is ok, because i won't mind that this month is 3 years for my dad, and that it's ok to say "weed is ok" even though that's what caused my downfall and my pain. It is a gateway drug. Regardless.
But make your own choices. Have your own life. Good luck.
i'll get heat for this too
i'm really worried about going back up north. It's ganna kill me to see everything and then have to leave again. I dunno if i can handle that shit. I love my family so much, and being away from mom and anj is the hardest thing i've ever done. So, saying goodbye, you can't imagine how hard that is.
I want it to snow while i'm there. I love snow.
Dear snow gods,
bring snow for me.
Love,
a pagan
I gatta go get dressed and handle bills... intresting that i'm the only one who cares now. Whatever.