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Why? Why am I so stupid sometimes? Why can't I see what I'm really doing is just some stupid act. Why do I always screw things up, and why can't I stop blaming myself?
I honestly don't know what to do sometimes. I feel so bad, and I don't know what I can do about it, or if I SHOULD do anything about it.
Why is it when all I want to do is the right thing I only end up screwing things up? Just answer me that, please. Whoever's out there, please try for me.
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Ignore that. Sorry, was feeling really annoyed and pissed at myself yesterday for various reasons, so... yeah.
I honestly don't know what to do sometimes. I feel so bad, and I don't know what I can do about it, or if I SHOULD do anything about it.
Why is it when all I want to do is the right thing I only end up screwing things up? Just answer me that, please. Whoever's out there, please try for me.
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Ignore that. Sorry, was feeling really annoyed and pissed at myself yesterday for various reasons, so... yeah.