Mar 17, 2004 00:34
I have decided to stay at Wright College for another sememter to 2 reasons:1. Get a couple other easy classes out of the way that I can tasnfer; 2. Maybe I'll meet some girl who needs love, and will be able to recipricate.
I went to my awemsome older bro's "house" down at University of IL in champange/urbana, or some shit, it doesn't matter. Anyhow, I figured out that I loved my older brother. He's a really great guy. Of course, he does get angry with some people(me), but that usually my fault
casue I'm doing some kind of stupid shit. But even then, he wants to include me in some of the stuff they do down there, and I really enjoy myself. I've been looking for someone to enjoy myself with, and he has always lived in the same house as me. Instead of trying to find someone or something "out there", I should have realized my bro was right here, in the house. As it is true that we got on each other nerves after a while, I usually figured out that I was wrong anyway, but he still talked to me sometimes, and I really appriciated it.
So I know this is gonna sound gay and stuff, but I don't care what you think, I care about what my bro and I think:
Jay, you've been the best brother a guy like me could have asked for, the way you handle yourself responsibly puts me at awe, I just wish I could be more like you. Blah blah blah...what I'm trying to say is this:Jay, As a brother, I love you. It's just been so hard for me to say that with all the shit I've had to go through before.