End of a Problem
Well people, you know how I said before that I wouldn't mind having this problem past me, for better or for worse? Well, it kinda has. And I got shot down. She said that she wasn't exactly involved with someone, but wasn't looking to hook up with anybody either. She also said that she really enjoyed talking to me and all, and that it would be cool to talk still. But the way I interpret it, it probably means that she don't like me. I don't know. I don't know how I'm going to get to sleep tonight, though. Wow, now I remember why I decided to stay single my freshmen year of college. Cause this hurts like a bitch. But this is the way it goes, I guess.
Like another thing I said before, I much prefer to be in a relationship where both parties are sure they want to be in it, because the worst thing in the world is to not be happy in a relationship. In the end, the only thing that can result from a relationship like that is pain and sadness, and I should know, I saw it with my divorced parents.
Now that I got that off my chest, I kinda feel better. I haven't cried in a long time, and I don't think I'll cry over this. This is just the newest obstacle of my life, I've beaten my other ones. Granted, I did think she was the most perfect person I've ever met, but I'm sure there is someone else out there for me (though I wouldn't mind it being her). Heh, it seems to be one of the few things that drive me forward. Without those hopes, I have no reason to be alive.
Time can either heal problems, or it can eventually destroy you. It all depends on how you let it affect you.
Like another thing I said before, I much prefer to be in a relationship where both parties are sure they want to be in it, because the worst thing in the world is to not be happy in a relationship. In the end, the only thing that can result from a relationship like that is pain and sadness, and I should know, I saw it with my divorced parents.
Now that I got that off my chest, I kinda feel better. I haven't cried in a long time, and I don't think I'll cry over this. This is just the newest obstacle of my life, I've beaten my other ones. Granted, I did think she was the most perfect person I've ever met, but I'm sure there is someone else out there for me (though I wouldn't mind it being her). Heh, it seems to be one of the few things that drive me forward. Without those hopes, I have no reason to be alive.
Time can either heal problems, or it can eventually destroy you. It all depends on how you let it affect you.