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You have no idea how much I want to call you... to know if your ok. I want to knowif you made it. I want to know if you hate me. I want to apologized forever for all my deceptions. I want to get down on my knees and beg for your forgiveness cause I 'm so sorry, and I was so scared. I'm still scared. You're perfect and deserve way better than me. I'm horrible. I'm immature. I'm honestly nothing you want. I'm sorry for being a mirage. I'm sorry for falling in love with you, and then being scared, and then giving up. I'm SORRY.