The cycle of an AIM recluse: sign-in invisible until you feel up to socializing → worry about the various ways in which something as simple as instant messaging can go wrong or turn awkward → never bother changing your status → repeat ad infinitum
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And yes, exactly on the diagnosis part. I'd love to get a proper diagnosis instead of 'lol yeah it sounds like some kind of social anxiety or something' but that of course entails talking to a psychologist. And actually telling them things instead of having panic attacks/breaking down/not doing so because I don't feel like I can trust them.
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Ah, that would be a problem... Do you have any anxiety meds you could take before the appointment, or someone you could see for a while before going delving deeper? I used to have a similar issue. I could never speak the first couple of times I met a new doctor, and dad had to be present for several many sessions after that until I was comfortable enough to talk on my own. Of course, now that it's gotten to the point where I can handle myself okay, I can't find anyone to do a damn diagnosis. B|
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In this regard, I'll admit I have it much easier than you thanks to my dad. I have insurance under his plan along with... something else, I think? I honestly don't know. <<;; I really should pay more attention to these things, but it's been a good while since I last saw anyone and I can never keep it all straight. I wouldn't even bother if I was on my own because, damn it, can't someone explain how that shit works in a way that makes sense? I'd rather try fixing the car. At least that isn't made up of a bunch of government bs and red tape. :P ( ... )
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