As long as you exist, you have no choice but to return to a place alone.

[solerika]

I would be a lot better off if my emotions had a damn switch I could flip to shut them off. I wish I didn't care and that I was as cold and numb as I say I am. I'd get a lot more done by not being hurt all the time, by every damned thing. Being able to shut everything and everyone out would be a blessing.

This last wisdom tooth has got to fucking go before the back of my mouth does. Maybe he can put me under and leave me that way for a while. I'm so fucking hopeless.