Because when you can't sit down and explain, do it through talking.
So far, I can only see darkness and the fickleness of human nature.
I'm feeling that so much lately.
If you don't mind me asking...how come? :o
It's probably my imagination or jealous nature that's making me feel that way. :x
Well, I certainly won't pry, but I think you're lucky. Luckier than me, at least. >_>
>: Maybe. It just doesn't feel that way sometimes.
Why you're so sad, Sol?
Lonely. Jealous. Just having depression/bipolar rear it's ugly head.
Sound like a tough battle for you to deal with it. Also medications? They have side-effects.
As for loneliness, it doesn't have to be that way. I certainly feel lonely all the time because my RP partners are having jobs or dealing with their own problems in real life. Gaaah, call me silly but I'm getting frustrated that I didn't RP any smut for over a month. :| *shakes fist*
I recently switched from Paxil CR to straight up Paxil at my shrink's suggestion. I've been on some form of it for a good seven years now and I'm not sure it's doing me much good, but I'm scared to try something else or even attempt to get off it.
If it was jobs or RL, it wouldn't be so bad. But when I see my friends are on AIM and RPing in a game or just not with me, that's when I get so irrationally jealous and upset. Haha.. I'm the same way. *sighs*
I used to feel the same way. I try not to be jealous anymore as I try to broaden out my horizons and move forward.
Hmm, what would cheer you up?
It's a hard thing to do after having relied on RP to make me happy for a year, but I know I shouldn't and that I need to find other things.
To be perfectly honest, I have no idea anymore. That's something that I've been trying to figure out for a while now. One of the last few times I talked with my therapist, she asked what's my reason for getting up in the morning and all I could come up with was "roleplay". =__=;; /fail
I'm feeling that so much lately.
If you don't mind me asking...how come? :o
It's probably my imagination or jealous nature that's making me feel that way. :x
Well, I certainly won't pry, but I think you're lucky. Luckier than me, at least. >_>
>: Maybe. It just doesn't feel that way sometimes.
Why you're so sad, Sol?
Lonely. Jealous. Just having depression/bipolar rear it's ugly head.
Sound like a tough battle for you to deal with it. Also medications? They have side-effects.
As for loneliness, it doesn't have to be that way. I certainly feel lonely all the time because my RP partners are having jobs or dealing with their own problems in real life. Gaaah, call me silly but I'm getting frustrated that I didn't RP any smut for over a month. :| *shakes fist*
I recently switched from Paxil CR to straight up Paxil at my shrink's suggestion. I've been on some form of it for a good seven years now and I'm not sure it's doing me much good, but I'm scared to try something else or even attempt to get off it.
If it was jobs or RL, it wouldn't be so bad. But when I see my friends are on AIM and RPing in a game or just not with me, that's when I get so irrationally jealous and upset. Haha.. I'm the same way. *sighs*
I used to feel the same way. I try not to be jealous anymore as I try to broaden out my horizons and move forward.
Hmm, what would cheer you up?
It's a hard thing to do after having relied on RP to make me happy for a year, but I know I shouldn't and that I need to find other things.
To be perfectly honest, I have no idea anymore. That's something that I've been trying to figure out for a while now. One of the last few times I talked with my therapist, she asked what's my reason for getting up in the morning and all I could come up with was "roleplay". =__=;; /fail