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so last night after we both got home from our seperate nights out he wanted to talk. and it was the best thing that ever could have happened. we talked for two hours. he opened up to me in a way i didn't think he ever would. he told me things he's never told anyone, and he just kept talking. i think, well i hope, he's finally realized that it's ok to talk about your feelings. it's ok to let someone who loves you try to help make you better if they can. and now because he's not only been honest with me but honest with himself i know i don't have to worry about anything that i've been stressing about lately. he let me into the depression side of himself that he's been battleing lately. it was something i knew he's had issues with but i never knew it was as severe as it's been in the past. i now understand why he does so many things that i was baffled about before. oh and get this... not only did he tell that girl that he's never gonna leave me and especially not for her but he told her to stop flirting with him!! apparently she didn't talk to him much the rest of the night!! best part though is that he apologized. there were so many breakthroughs last night... it was awesome!! today i actually feel giddy about him and about us... that's something that's been missing for a few months now. yay!